Describing Myself In One Word

Today I had a lot to think and get myself together with. I had fail my Portugese Exam, i got sick and to top it off my freshman pagent application is due soon...

So today I started off with a hot cup off TheraFlu and it got me going good! Then I got all my materials and came to the library and had to be focused! I stared with my math and finished it all! Im so proud of myself as well, all 100's on it! Then next was my Portugese...I made flash cards and went over the voice records that the teacher has for us..I have to do better in this class cause if not I know I will get lazy and not do it anymore. So I did over a hundred flash cards and been going at it for about a couple hours..I think im on a roll!!

So you wonder what does this have to do with me describing myself in one word?? Well my freshman pagent application played a huge part in my whole day and why I told you this long story...Well one of the questions on the application askes in one describe yourself???? I swear I sat here for an hour and thought of all the words I could say or use...the first word that came to mind was Fabulous but I didnt wanna use that one word it seems to be the one word everybody would expect me to say...So then I started looking up words..Tantalizing, Ambitious,Independent,....I came up with 20 words but I can only use one word!

So today..I have been hard working, lazy, an achevier, ill, social, and lots of other words but yet if I had to use one word to decribe my day I wouldnt know what to say.....Just like on this application I have to do! Ugh Im stressing!

I get the kind of money that make a broke bitch bitter
I got that kinda… wait wait fixate!
F-ck I look like hoe
I look like yes and you like no
Im a bad bitch I aint never been a mixed breed.

The New Lingo

Junt- This could be a pretty girl or guy, or your boo, or an ugly person or anything basically!

I swear I hear this word everyday all day!

Shawty- you guys know what that mean..but this is hip now AGAIN!

Fasho- okay

is it not cool to say okay anymore??

Good Times At UT

Dont Date Anybody Stay Single!

"DONT DATE ANY GREEK AND ANY ATHLETES"
"DONT DATE ANY GREEK AND ANY ATHLETES"
"DONT DATE ANY GREEK AND ANY ATHLETES"

This is what is told to you as a freshman and its suppose to stick but everybody knows you have to be harded and do anyway! LOL!!!!! The Greeks here are kinda cute and the Athleles are just tall giants around here but yet they seem to be the more approachable ones and the cutest ones! I feel like you can date them, I mean they are just as human as the regular joes, but with some letters or play a sport, they pussy rate is just higher than the regular joes ya know? So I told myself, if I date a greek or athlete they only get one chance and thats for the whole four years of college! I feel like you cant date just anybody and when dating them you have to be careful!! They be trying to get ya and that can not be Kandace Knight reputation going up in smoke! But yet Kandace plays the friend role around here, so I just befriend all them, they seem to more interested in my homies anyway so Im good I guess..Maybe one though.. but im in no rush to date them thoug they seem to very friendly and frisky and idk if I can handle all that..lol

Good Ole Rocky Top

Well as everybody knows I attened UT and its the best!! Im so glad I came here. There are alot of white people who go here! There everywhere and the black community is small and close nit. So if you do something wrong trust someone will see or know! But anyway, Ive been in school for about 3 weeks about now its really starting to sink in for me. Classes are great except my Portugese! I dont know why I took that freaking class but Im stuck with it! Anyways..well thats just a taste of school, my next post will have the good details!

The reason you’re rear view mirror is much smaller than you’re windshield, is because you’re future is much clearer, and much larger than you’re past. -anonymous ♥

How to Safely Get a Bikini Wax | eHow.com

How to Safely Get a Bikini Wax | eHow.com


So as most of you know I got my first Bikini Wax and what an experience. I went on Saturday and took it fairly well. Im not gone lie it hurt like hell but it was worth it. She started talking to me and getting me realxed and Im thinking this may first time, but after that I just jumped. There where some places that hurt way more than others. The area that hurt me the most is the thickest part of the hair on the lips, and boy did that area hurt. I got all hot and sweating and I was just real uptight on that area but I got through it and did it. The butt area was cool, I could barely feel it back there. That was better than getting your eyes down. But yea thats my experience..I will be going back, the results were amazing!! Its so smooth and shaving or nair cant do that for me... Im the Brazilian girl!!

I Go Ham...

"I Go Ham , I Go Ham, I Go Ham, I Go I Go Hard As A MutherFucker!!"

Did you know that Ham was a Acronym for the part "Hard As A Mutherfucker" Excuse the extra A though..lol

OMG GIRLZ- Pretty Girl Bag

The Brazilian

Come this sunday I will be getting my first bikini wax! Im super excited!!!!! But yet scared at the same time. I was on the phone with Austi last night and we where watching videos together of people getting them and it slick freaked me out! But ima still go through with it. I hate shaving and I know waxes last longer so ima invest in it! I mean shaving is cool and its cheaper but gosh its takes about a good 8 mis to get everything off, I got mine down to a science, but then sometimes my hair frizzes even with shower cap and that pisses me off about shaving! Everytime! Then I dont like the razor bumps. Mine arent bad but there starting to come in, so I wanna avoid that. I want a clean crotch with no bumps or discoloration!! So waxing is perfect for me and ima get the cream to help take away the pumps so Ill be looking good.

Come sunday I will be giving up that $55 to get my brazilian. The brazilian is when they get everything. Thats the butt area too..hehehe... I hate that crap. I dont even understand why it grows in there??? But it has to go with everything else too. I know there are some girls who preferr a little hair or bush but me as a female ITS GOTTA GO!!!! I hate the thought of it. And I need to be able to see!! So when sunday comes ima be a brand new woman!! Lol

Signed: The Next Brazilian

Packing....

Well today I started packing...

I remembered when I moved in that room..I thought of all things I would do to make it [ME]. I would have slumber parties, trying clothes on in my favorite mirror, where I would hang my flat screen, I mean all sorts of things flew through my head. But yet now its time to pack all my things up and move to a new room...

I remember when I saw my closet...I feel in love!! I own a big walk in closet and it can fit everything in it. The best memory in there was when I had this guy over and he wasnt supposed to be there of course and my mama came home so I put him in the closet..hahaha he was super hot!!!!! I mean he acted like it was a cramped closet he had a whole bunch of room! But luckily I got him out without my momma knowing, boy just thinking about that makes me laugh..Then there was the big blow up with my sister in that closet. We argued over Stephon and it ended pretty ugly in there. I cried myself to a headache in there! Or there was the time everything at the top of my shelves fell on my head!! Talking bout pain, I was in pain! Then theres all the times Ive just stood there looking for something to wear and thinking I HAVE NOTHING TO WEAR!!!! LOL But now its time to pack all those clothes and shoes up. I dread doing this because I have so many clothes!! I took 9 bags too summer school and 6 where clothes I already know this gone be ugly! I started packing all my jeans and dresses but it got overwhelming and I didnt wanna do it any more..yeah LAZY I know!

My Bed..Oh how will I miss the times we shared...

I was 11 when I finally got my full size bed and we been together every since then...I even lost my v-card in that bad boy!! Worst night ever hahaha!! I still have those sheets btw..I spent many nights in that bed, happy, sad, crying, staring at the wall, sick, bored, angry, hell anything you name it. Im going to miss that bed. Its so soft and comfy, its like that bed was made for me! Oh how I will miss you. The beds in the dorm are okay but I gotta get a feather down for it..spoiled I know but I gotta sleep like a princess!

My favorite mirror..
The nights I just sat in front of you and stared at myself or sat in front of you on the phone..I will miss you full lenght mirror. I cant take it with though :(( I really want to but I have no room in the car and its upsetting. But my new roon comes with a full lenght so im gucci.

Man ima miss you room..Just know you will always have a special place in my heart. My moms moving in the fall and probaly when I get back I will have a new room..Im packing my room and having to say good bye to it. All the pictures hanging of me and juice have to come down or my big bulletion board, putting things in boxes to only put in storage but just know things we will meet again in soon time..Oh how I will miss you..

Signed: The Empty Room

Dam He Grew Up!

So today I was surfing the net and my usual stop is www.ybf.com, well today Soulja Boy was featured on there today. Well today he caught my eye which is unusual because I think dude is ugly. I remember when he would wear the oversized clothes and those horrible glasses! I hated when everybody wore them too! That was so ugly. Then he made all those songs that had the dances, like dude come on, but now his new song is kinda cute. I just like the course and the part when his says pretty boy taking off in 5,4,3,2,1..lol but still he has grown up. Like now he's all tatted up and and got the little s-curl going on and he is even wearing fitted clothes. Yesterday was his 20th birthday, happy birthday btw, I did not know he was that old though, but he can still have my number though(serious face). He did something to me today.. I think im follow him on twitter today...
Heres the before and after pics






Signed: Your New Number 1 Fan

Im Gone Be Baldheaded

So this Wednesday I went to get my hair done by my one and only hairdresser Sparkle. Well this was worst time even going to the beauty shop. Well I got my usal wash and treatmeant and then Sparkly was like lets try the irons..u know the ones you put in the stove..well this was her first time using them EVER!! Well that was a big mistake!! I thought yea I trust Sparkle to try this in my hair, I mean we always try different stuff so why not? So she flat ironed my whole head and we waitted for the irons to heat. Well when they got hot she put it on my head..WELL THEY WHERE TO HOT AND MY HAIR BROKE OFF!! She burned my hair and boy was I upset. I cried like boo-hooed in the chair and everything!! Sparkle did too. I felt bad and then soon got over it. It was in the back and nobody can see it so I ended up getting over it but Sparkle was realy upset. But my hair due ended up being free and we moved on from it. I loved my hair too. And I still going back to her in two weeks. I love Sparkle and it was a mistake and my hair will grow back!

Club or The Zoo

Well last night I went to the club thinkng it was gone be okay.. Well I was so wrong!! It waas like a zoo full of animals!!

1. I stood in line for a freaking hour!!!
2.I sweated my freshly done hair out!!
3.I paid 15 for Bone??? Ugh Im loosing out here..
4. There was 5 fight and atleast one person wa stazzed from the fight!!
5. My feet where hurting so bad..not a good idea for five inch heels..
6. The dude who was taking pictures was being an ass..but I did get my flymajor pic!
7. I was too bored..LIKE BORED OUT OF MY MIND TWITTER WAS MORE FUN

So this goes to show you that I wasnt missing anything and im glad I havent been in that ratchet place! Never again will I go to that until the beginning of next summer when its still lowkey cause once everybody knows everybody and they daddy goes. Ugh it was the worst. Im usally the clubber but gosh this was the worst and I speak so highly of Flymajor parties. So ill be waiting untill school comes and see what there parties are talking bout hopefully fun times...







Signed : Am I Zoo Keeper?

A university is a college with a stadium seating over 40,000. ~Leonard L. Levinson


This Quote Is UT All The Way...

You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes.
You can steer yourself in any direction you choose.
You're on your own.
And you know what you know.
You are the guy who'll decide where to go.
~Dr. Seuss

Guess What I Have 14 Days Left...Its BitterSweet

The Crusher...

Well in my last post I talked about my crush on this guy. Well I told him what was up and I got the access DENIED!!! He never replied to me and my little heart is crushed.. Im super BUMMED!! Last night I was feeling stupid and sad but this guy name Devon gave me some good advice and it made feel good that I did send him the message even though he never wrote back. Sandy tried to make me feel a little better saying maybe he just didnt check his messages but I bet he did. He was on facebook writting people and posting new statuses so gosh I know he seen my message. So come fall when I do see him Im gone hide my face and never ever speak of my name around him. Im so embarrssed if I was to ever be around him or anything... Gosh now I feel stupid

Signed: That Stupid Feeling...

I Gotta Crush On You :))

So last night I was talking to Jasma on skype and we talked about everything under the sun then we started talking bout school and relationships. Well im single and im so gone be on the prowl for my future boo. So I told her about this guy who I have the biggest crush on. Gosh this guy is dreamy in my eyes but the fact is he doesnt even know who I am! BIG BUMMER!!! Well im very outgoing so Jasma was like say something to him, I was a little scared about the thought of me coming on to him and him rejecting me. But hey what do I have to loose??? So I was writting out what I would say to dude and I felt more and more stupid but I finally came up with what I wanted to say to him and not sound all desperate.

Well this morning I was pumped about sending the message and when going on his facebook page.. mind you we arent friends on there either, he has to many friends... i got scared all over. So I read and read the message and then finally sent it after just sitting there looking at the message and now all I can do is wait. But why am I scared to get back in facebook though?? Like what if he doesnt even write me back?? OMG I have so many things going on in my head. But I can only keep my fingers crossed. Ill keep you posted guys.

Signed: Crushing Real Bad

Long Hair Dont Care

So I really want to cut my hair but Im really scared so... I think ima do a weave or something to see if I like it? What you think about the short hairstyle?? Its something different and drastic but I just hope it fits my face!

My Big 1-8

Well Mom has been asking me what I want lately and I been like idk?? Well I didnt utill I ran into these babies...I really really really want both pairs but idk if my mons gone pay 200 for both pairs but if she really loves me like she says she does then she should! Heres a pic



Arent they fabulous???